I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile because I know even if it’s just for a second I crossed your mind.

A friend will strengthen you with his prayers,
bless you with his love, and encourage you with his hope.

Should i cut or take the pain?
The dripping blood or just plain shame?
The sharpened knife or falling tears?
The morning scars or all the fears?
is he worth it, ? is it true? Or is he already
over you?

I remember what you told me before you went out on your own. Sometimes to keep it together, you've got to leave it alone. I know that you didn't mean it and I know that you think saying sorry will make it better, but that's not how the world works. It's an imperfect world and feelings just don't go away that fast. So either you never really loved me or you're just hiding it because you're scared. Well let me tell you, hiding something will get you nowhere and lying sure as hell won't make you happy so go ahead and leave me but in the end you will see your mistake and come back. But you know what? I won't be here.

Suicide, crosses her mind He had BROKEN her heart
AT THE WRONG TiME

ask me how many times my heart has been broken and ill tell you , look at the sky and count the stars

got a problem with me ?
SOLVE IT
think im tripping?
TIE MY SHOES
can't stand me?
SIT DOWN
can't face me?
TURN THE FUCK AROUND

the gun is in her mouth
her finger on the trigger
tears slide down her face
not because these are her final breaths
but because she's unable
to tell you she loves you
one last time..

Never give up if you still want to try. Never wipe you tears if you still want to cry. Never settle for the answer if you still want to know. Never say you don't like him if you can't let him go. Never say I love you, if you have no love to share... Never share your feelings if there are no feelings there... Never speak of honesty if your dishonest from the start... Never touch a life if you will only break a heart.

to every girl who gossiped about me in corners of
parties; to those who were my slap in the face; to
the close-minded or misunderstanding; to those who broke my heart: you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be. i'm stronger because of the trials you put me through & no matter what you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me

& shes just a stupid little girl with her hopes too high & feelings much too strong especially for a boy like him

After youve been dating a while, you realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend or boyfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privileges & control than you would think. Be careful with it, most people would kill for that kind of power & it can be lost in a nanoseconds

Never let a guy know you like him because then he knows that whatever he does, you're still gunna love him & he's gunna mess with your heart until it breaks in half

so carry me around like a picture in your pocket and take me out when things are at their worse; you can show up at my house completely unanounced and we can have that movie kiss we talked about

'Whats beautiful?" She asks....he smiles at her and replys..."the moonlight on your hair.....the stars in your eyes...this night in your heart"

they call her for dinner, she makes up a reason. she looks at her arms and rolls down her sleeves. her mother is starting to see thru her lies; and last night her father had tears in his eyes.

i miss all the times we had together, the laughs we had the times when we thought we couldnt make it through and the only thing we needed was each other, i miss the times when we cried on each other shoulders and sayy
"ill always be here for you," but the thing that i miss the most is saying we would always be friends forever..</3

Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn`t crack.
Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces.

How am i supposed to feel about things i've done? I don't know if i should stay or turn around and run. I know that i hurt you. Things will never be the same. The only love i ever knew, I threw it all away..

The best kind of kiss is ;;
the kind when you have to stop
because you can't help but smile.

Shes nothing but a sinner. Give me those sunglasses and watch as the vodka goes down. Sunglasses over her red eyes, a damaged rockstar. A note in one hand pills in the other. She takes a few steps back from the mirror. She laughs but tries not to let the drinks take over. It does. She takes a drag and blows it in his face. the door slams and she stays still. Oh how she wishes she had a gun. Its quicker. Its beautiful. Oh the pretty stains she would leave. Shes silent. He cares. Its too late. She has moved too far away. Shes gone forever. A new identity to fool the next crowd. She never wanted this. She always wanted this. Alone. Alone. She cries. She dies. Alone.

He gave her ten roses and said "if you hold these up to a mirror you will see eleven of the most beautiful things in the entire world."

do you remember that game " telephone " when one person would say something and by the end of the game it was totally different.   |x welcome to highschool x|

the greatest challenge in life ; is to find someone who knows
all your flaws & differences `and mistakes yet still loves - - '
everything about you

i don't understand how i can miss you when i never even had you
& i know i never can...

people say i'm a bad influence ..i say the world's already fucked up & i'm just adding to it.

"you cant find the right person, if your still holding on to the wrong one"

Don`t worry about me,
In the end I will be fine.
I`m just the girl forgotten,
The girl always left behind

while they dance, how she holds him,  pulls him close. while   he    counts   the  days   'til   he   lets    her   go. the     same   old      story    that     everyone     knows. 0NE  HEART H0LDiNG  0N  &THE  0THER  LETTiNG  G0.

& it got so cold that words    just  froze &we had to wait 'til summer to find  out what    was    said.

I can’t talk to you anymore. It’s not that I’m mad at you, it’s just that whenever I talk to you, I realize how much I love you, and when I realize how much I love you, I also realize that we can never be us again which makes me love you even more.

I live to like you and I can’t like you anymore. So, when you get your heart splattered all over hell and you’re feeling really low and dirty, don’t run to me to help pull you back up because, maybe, for the first time in your life, I won’t be there. “Pretty in Pink

Fate decides who walks into your life You decide Who stays.Who you allow to walk away, aNd who you refuse to
 L  e  t       L  e  a  v  e     Y  o  u    '<3

To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.  Letting go isn't winning  it isn't losing. It's not about pride  it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome then and move on. Letting go is accepting. Letting go is having the courage to [ accept change ]  the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up

WE B0TH T0OK S0ME WR0NG TURNSz. HURT EACH 0THER A LiL T0O MUCH. 0UR STUBB0RNNESS WAS WHAT
KEPT US">APART. NEiTHER 0F US  WANTED TO GiVEiN, T0 F0RGiVE

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big bad combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse, when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

no matter How many times you see that shOoting star
nO matter hOw many fOur leaf clOvers yOu`ve picked
thea will neva b enOugh coins thrown in that fountain
and all tHose crOssed fingers ; there -> w o r t h l e s s
if its m e a n t tO be it will Happen ---- on its OWN 

Here's a little story of a girl and a guy. Who got torn apart because of a lie. They both knew deep down inside they belonged together. And even thought maybe they'd last ((forever)). You could see it in their eyes, it was meant to be. Their hearts were locked and they held each others key. So why'd they break up if they were so perfect for each other? Why'd they break away from the oppurtunity to be each others' lover? Ask the girl who talked about something she knew nothing about. Or how about the guy who put the couple in doubt. If you don't see where this is going, ill clear it up a bit. The lovers broke it off because people started talking shit. But now, after everything, the couple regrets splitting apart. So let this story be a lesson to you and DONT LET RUMORS come in between you and something in your heart<33

you hang onto your pain, like it's worth something .
well it's not ;; so let it go <|3 -- SiX FEET UNDER

"In your life you meet people .. some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them.. there are some that you wonder if they think about you.. and then there are some you wish you never had to think about again.. but you do."
-- The Wonder Years *

We always say 'I would kill for my family' or
'I would die for my family' but would you really?
I mean, when really put in that situation, would you
really give up your life? Do you really love something
or someone that much?       - Johnny Depp

When is the age or even the moment when you go from being kids to being something else? People say that we're growing up too fast today.

Sometimes, adults make it sound like it's our fault or at least our choice,  but how can we not? We feel invincible. We know so much. One thing I don’t know is that we're so eager to lose our innocence and I wonder if one day, we'll look back and wish we hadn't.

I probably shouldnt be telling you this butno matter what you do to me, im always gonna still be here for some crazy reason stick around through the bad times & the fights ill make up stupid excuses for reasons why you didnt call & why you never did care ill keep coming back for more even when you push me away i think im just staying around so one day when i finally do leaveyoull look back & remember me & say
"wow, that girl really did love me" <3

i've got a--
MIND BOGGLING, SENSE NUMBING, HEART POUNDING, STOMACH FLIPPING, TAKE MY BREATH AWAY, HEAD OVER HEELS, KNEE SLAPPING, DAYDREAMING, BUTTERFLY FLUTTERING
--- crush on you <3.

A boy sits in his room.
With unseen tears running down his face.
Not about to end any time soon.
He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just s h a t t e r e d his heart into pieces

the past is annoying. its in everyone's conversations,
in every song that you hear, it`s everywhere you go,
but you never wanna give it up because at one point ..
it was ( EXACTLY ) where you wanted to be

sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather
than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to
try to make it alone rather than risk gettingg
hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb
towards certain people so i dont let them get
too close. sometimes im scared, but whenn i
act numb towards you- it doesnt mean i dont
 care... it means i care too much

i thought i was over you i thought i moved on
i liked someone new someone who wasnt`t like you
but then out of nowhere memories rush back to me
i couldn`t stop thinking about you i couldn`t stop remembering
what we had &  i realized i was wrong all along
i`m not over you .. not even close i still love you & i want you here with me .. i`d give anything to have you back .. anything to be us again ..  i`m lost without you so please tell me that you love me too

Without him she is torn apart  & full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
When she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his sexy smile and the way he makes her laugh
This is the only time she is ever truly happy
because in her dreams they`re not just friends
he loves her back She wakes back up and knows she has to face reality he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
Played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke

when i look in the mirror
i imagine a  pretty girl
and i think, that can't be me
till i open my eyes
and see the real me
the girl with the large blue eyes
who has makeup smeared on her face
from wipeing away the tears 
a girl whos afraid of regret
a girl whos confused
who can't make up her mind
why must i fight my insecurities
why can't i just be happy?
 
I'm holding onto a dream
that won't come true.
Wanting you to want me
the way I want you

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

she's just a stupid little girl who
keeps her hopes too high long sleeved shirts
bracelets over wrists
hiide these wounds
no one can know who got me........
...l.i.k.e. .t.h.i.s

what'd you expect.. a perfect child?
With pretty scars all over my wrists,
im sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you..

im just another scratch on his list
& he's just another scratch on my wrist.

10 shaking fingers trace my
9 fading scars. They run over the
8 new open wounds. Within
7 minutes, I start losing my sight, and
6 times I almost blacked out.
5 more minutes and I know Ill be gone. The
4 pillows propping me up start to fall.
3 tears slip down my cold cheeks from
2 red eyes. But after all is said and done,
1 more chance would have killed me faster.

you say i'm always happy &&
that i'm good at everything i do
but what you'll never realize
is that i'm a damn good actress too

This is for the girls who have
left sad song lyrics in their away messages,
who have TRIED to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile,
who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first girl in a skirt

i`m not depressed;; i just hate everything.
i`m not a horrible person;; i just let everyone down.
i`m not an outcast;; everyone just hates me.
i`m not in love;; i just constantly think of him.
i`m not a cutter;; i just have to slice my wrists.
i`m not a mistake;; i`m just not supposed to be here.
i`m not suicidal;; i just want to die.

Seth: Do you have any idea how pathetic it is to listen to you talk about mergers while some
guy just stares at your boobs?
Summer: Which guy was staring at my boobs?
Seth: Who cares? The point is if that guy doesn't know you, he doesn't care who you
really are. He has no idea that every day of third grade, you shared your lunch with that little skinny squirrel who kept getting his nuts stolen by that fat squirrel.
Summer: I hated that mean squirrel.
Seth: And, none of those guys were there when you had to read your poem out loud in class and your hand was shaking because you were nervous and you cared what the other kids thought.
Summer: Poem? What poem?
Seth: I Wish I Was A Mermaid.
Summer: You remember that? That was, like, sixth grade.
Seth: "I wish I was a mermaid and was friends with all the fish, a shiny tail and seashells, that's—
(Summer kisses Seth)
Seth: —what I would wish.  - The 0.C <3

maybe we should all decide we're going to meet the man of our dreams when we're thirty-seven. then we'll stop squeezing into tight shirts & walking around half-naked & analyzing every encounter as future husband material. we'll stop feeling the need to put on makeup to take out the trash just in case he's walking by. maybe we should just assume that we'll meet our dream man at some future point, & stop driving ourselves crazy before then

God gave us two eyes, two ears, two arms
two legs, two feet, two hands, but He
only gave us one heart. You know why?
Because He gave the other one to someone
else and it's your job to find it.

so you traded her in ;;
for a better looking brand
with fake porno tits ,
a disposable tan ,
& biodegradable hands

Best friend is 11 letters but then again so is backstabber

She says she doesn’t care but the look in her eyes & the tone of her voice tell a different story


Dear Cutter,
Come a little closer
Come to me
I am the only one,
that can set you free
Your friends and family,
they dont care,
So I'll be your friend,
Since no ones there
I can cure depression,
I can stop the tears,
I can take away the pain,
That you felt for years.
I'll never break a promise,
I'll never tell a lie,
I'll never be the one,
That makes you want to die.
I'll be right there,
Until the end,
And I promise to,
Your very best friend.
So come a little closer,
Come to me,
I am the only one,
That can set you free.
Your broken heart,
Will become a spade.
Now no more heart ache,
Love Sincerely, Razor Blade
P.S- i'll try not to hurt you,
But there is not a guarantee,
You might even like,
The sharp side of me.

everyone keeps telling me to give up on us
to just get over you... let you go `nd move on
with my life... but obviously they can't see
how hard i've tried <3

Im just another scratch on his list
& he's just another scratch on my wrist.

Don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you-- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your bestfriend, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything

i can't stand him hurting me.
i just can't stand him using me but
unlike him, i just can't walk away;
i can't forget what we had. it's
not that easy for me to let go of
something that was once my life.
i guess it actually mattered to me.

all she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i`ve been waiting for

i know he doesn`t wanna be with me ;;
he wants to be with her. so i'm not going
to interfere.. i'm just going to sit back &&
watch my whole world disappear

Sometimes you have to take a step back to see what's really going on. Maybe that's what we all really need to do right now... find our balance.

Oh, she’s plastic and she knows it.
She tries her hardest too.
Beauty is skin deep.
In this world of Barbie girls,
She’s just like all the rest.

Rest in peace girl,
Your death is such
A shame. The paper
Said a bullet got in your
Way

Don't ever laugh as a hearse goes by
For you may be the next to die.

Boy: What should i do?
Girl: Just follow your heart..
Boy: What do you think my heart says?
Girl: I don't know.. im not your heart.
Boy: Your most of it..

lets drive into the sunset,  sing love songs. we`ll make un-
keepable promises and swear we`ll never love anyone else.

...& she plays the song over and over again.
Just because it reminds her of him

Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances... losing & finding happiness... Appreciating the memories && learning from the past && realizing that people always change.

who are you now? are you still the same or did you change somehow? what do you do at this very

moment when i think of you? and when i'm looking back
how we were young & stupid do you remember that?

if i could do anything it would be to kiss you in the middle of the street on the rainiest day of the year. <3

everytime we touch i get this feeling & everytime we kiss i swear i could fly can't you hear my heart beat fast i want this to last need you by my side.

not even makeup could make her look beautiful ...
because real beauty is loving yourself
& that's something she could never do.

its not that im mad at you.. i just wished and hoped so hard,
that you would be the one thing i could truly count on

it doesn't take strength to hold a grudge, it takes strength to let go of one



The world is gonna throw us a million reasons  why  this  isn't  gonna  work  out  between  us. But I'm armed with the one reason why it will: I love you.

she will chase you around for awhile
     but there's going to be a day when  `'
she's going to stop running in circles 
     around you. . she's going to get over 
you && at that very moment, you're ;;
     going to wish you had let her catch you.



so cut my wrists and black my eyes .so I can fall asleep tonight, or die.   because you kill me. you know you do, you kill me well.
 you like it too, and I can tell.
you never stop until my final breath is gone.

we can fake it for the airwaves force our smiles, baby, half dead
from comparing myself to everyone else around me . . </33

what if someone told you that you could [( take back )]
one single mistake in ur life-mine would be believing that
yOu . eveR . cared . abOut . me

IM the kind of girl who is constantly makinq mistakes  & havinq them shoved in MY face

we'll make unkeepable promises && swear
we'll never love anyone else _____ ;; <33

hate is a 4 letter word -
but love is a 4 letter lie

it's amazing how one day someone walks into your life and then you can't remember how you lived without them

S0 0NCE AGAiN, i`LL FEEL MY HEART BREAK  0VER S0METHiNG THAT WAS 0NLY iN MY HEAD, BUT D0N`T F0RGET i MEANT EVERY W0RD i SH0ULD HAVE  LEFT UNSAiD ... <33

dealing with backstabbers there's one thing i've learned
they're only powerful when your back is turned

Love makes you do crazy things, insane
things, things in a million years you wouldn't
see yourself doing, but there you are doing them.

don'tlookatmelikethat.
i don't feel like falling for you all over again
i can't afford the heartbreak </33

SAME OLD STORY EVERYBODY KNOWS
ONE HEART HOLDING ON ONE LETTING GO..

alcohol &  nervous witts
razor blades & bloody wrists
decieving eyes trapped in lies
cant escape the painful cries -- 

  When you're left with only a bullet,
I'll bring the trigger & the promise to pull it

ask me how many times my heart has been broken
&  I'll tell you to look at the sky and count the stars.


how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes & i've got no where to run 
the night goes on as im fading away.
im sick of this life; i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

you write such pretty words
but life`s no story book
love`s an excuse to get hurt
 & TO HURT

he said "I love you." i sneezed ..*hachu*
    & said, "Sorry, i`m allergic to bullshit."

youu said. ‘i`ll never hurt youu. i`ll never make youu cry’
I MUST admit my love, youu told the PERFECT LiE. </33

DRAMA , EMOTiONS , CHANGES , TEARS , BROKEN HEARTS
& THESE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST YEARS OF OUR LiVES ?


before i got to bed i turn on my radio
and listen to a song that reminds me of you*
i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy.

He's one of those guys that you think you have
a chance with. The way he looks at you, that smile
he gives you. That laugh he only laughs when you're
around. He’s one of those guys that you finally realize
you don't have a chance with until it's to late.

As I lay there in your arms, I drew the letters
I love you on your back thinking you weren’t
paying attention` .. then you looked at me & ‘
                         ___ said I love you too <33


I'm starting to notice myself
thinking about u more and more <33

When a guy tells you that you're hot; he is looking at your body.When a guy tells you that you're pretty; he is looking at your face.When a guy tells you that you're beautiful; he is looking at your heart. ?


i want a boy that i can be myself around.. that i can goof of in front of;; that i can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at, but with.. i want a boy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we don`t even leave together, he wouldnt care because he at least go to see me. i want a boy that i couldnt get mad at;; that i couldn`t even pretend i was mad at because he would make me smile everytime. i want a boy that would be there for me no matter what. & i had a boy that i could be my total, ditzy self in front of and not be afraid of what he thought. i had a boy that would drive on freaking e m p t y to be with me. i had a boy & i couldn`t get mad at him. not once. i couldn`t even pretend, because, he would look at me and i`d fall for him all over. i had a boy that was there for me.. anytime. now i miss that boy with all there is left. there won`t be another boy like him. that won`t care whether or not i shoulda been a blonde. that would just want to hang out with me everyday. i miss that boy that was impossible to be mad at. whose smile would keep me wanting more. i am in love with this boy